It saddens me to see those I care about so full of anger, hate, doubt and false superiority. ITS OK I STILL GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU. Even if you don’t care for me.
Realizing that letting go is easier said than done.
as if it were that easy for people to see all I give.
I used to joke about finals giving me a heart attack. Now the jokes not so funny. I had one 3 days before finals started. I am OK but my concentration is nil and my memory shot to hell. Oh and to top it off no explainable reason why my heart decided to crap out. On the bright side I will get a C in one class and a B in the other. So I guess it all worked out.
I think this may have been my sign to take the summer off and enjoy my life.
Finally understand the pit of despair. It is a black hole that sucks you in and tries to keep you in its grasp endlessly.
Now I just have to decide if I want to try to climb out or just let it finish taking what is left of me.